“The heart is deceitful above all things, and it is incurable sick; who can know it?  I יהוה  search the heart, I try the reins, even to give every man according to his ways, according to the fruit of his doings.” (Yirme-Yahu 17:9-10) The prophet Yirme-Yahu (Jeremiah) in the previous verses was declaring the judgement […]

The pull of the world on the soul

What I want to do, I do not do. That which I do not want to do, I find I do.” (Apostle Shaul) Romans 7 What is this? Sin at work in my flesh and soul. After trust in Messiah Yeshua for salvation, we learn that the works of the flesh (listed in Galatians) are no […]

to Blues or not to Blues…

He left again today.  The fourth time since June, which makes it one fourth of our current two year Army induced separation.  So since this isn’t the first time in our marriage and his career that we have had to live in two different locations, and since after this last one, we can finally retire […]

Thoughts on boys

The preciousness of a young boys eyes. Looking up as they seek your response, your love, your acceptance.  I love you mommy. Kisses, laughter, snuggles all signs that we are doing ok.  How could such adoration exist without love first demonstrating itself to them.  I’m doing ok. Self doubt is a mother’s constant companion and […]

a dream is a wish your heart makes?

What’s the big idea? We get a picture in our heads about what our life should be like early on it seems. We begin our lives with grand expectations and work towards this ‘dream’.  For instance, most young girls want and expect a “happily ever after” kind of fairy tale love story, straight out of […]

Balim’s donkey…or chicken

You know that Elohim can speak to us anyway HE wants to.  In the Torah, G-d used a donkey to ‘get through’ to the prophet Balim…through a donkey!!  Hebrews says “From of old Eohim spoke to our fathers by the Nevi’im (prophets) in many forms and in many ways;”, to include appearing in the middle […]

How we school

We “Homeschool” our 10 yr old son. He has never been in any kind of public or private school.  I do not use a set curriculum or schedule.  Our method, like so many other homeschoolers, is tailored to meet the needs of our own child and is not focused on keeping up with a certain […]

The home fires

Army life of an army wife. Just another duty. For the majority of people who have never had to say goodbye to their mate for long periods of time, like we have as an army family,  they cannot fathom this journey. Though they may be able to appreciate the sacrifices we make in the cause […]